Disputed love
They say it is easy to feel affectionate towards someone but also it is difficult to love someone. Holding a mug of cappuccino we contemplate long-short, major-minor, big-small issues of love wondering what magic it instigates in people who find themselves madly in love with each other . We perceive it to be as easy as it appears to us pondering our thoughts into the direction where ever it takes us. But we fail to comprehend the necessity and essentiality of the feelings and respect to pursue it. It is reasonable to assume that we intend to seek the maximum whilst intending to give the least of our capacity. We expect others to be benevolent and cordial and we withdraw ourselves neglecting to startup with the concept.
Hundreds of texts, tons of promises and a little less of vows were made that night but only one happened to exist till the dawn, the promise made by her. She tried to settle the quarrel and misconceptions but only failed to infer that it had been just her who fought for it with all his heart and conscience and that he never really cared to even contemplate what would that quarrel cause to their love.
Was it her curiosity, meticulousness or probably just an attempt to make him realize of his profound contemptuousness, nothing could be well discovered. She tried to access the brightest side of him for her but at last could only witness the love of her that mistook as granted. She emerged from the obscurity. She bestowed on him the naturalistic element of her love she carried throughtout since the beginning. Though bewildering considerations flowed within her mind contemplating over for every second of her day. Maybe she felt ambiguous or had failed to succeed due to lack of proper reasoning of the events, she however tilted over this uncertainty and stood barefaced to reject and end the long non-existent relation. She could deeply study the absolute nakedness of her love and hopes. She thereby actively encouraged herself to reconstruct her own paradise.
Consequently things got worse while competing with his thoughts and parallely struggling to walk away from the paradise she chose years before. The paradise that set her everyday dawn, that lightened and made her obstacles simplistic simply by getting added upon to her chapter of life. That had really been conflicting for her inner self. It wasn't even nearly possible to her to make that paradise just disappear or wipe off. Eventually she lived upon her future goals and explored an even better side of her ownself which otherwise could've left untouched if he continued to be a part of her life. She reasonably concluded her sepration from him as being the best decisions of her life , because only then could she turn her vision to an even brighter dawn that had set her house lit up leaving her soul enlightened forever. She could now demonstrate and sketch her "FOREVER". The only paradise she awaited for throughtout the times giving up on some dispatched feelings.
Hundreds of texts, tons of promises and a little less of vows were made that night but only one happened to exist till the dawn, the promise made by her. She tried to settle the quarrel and misconceptions but only failed to infer that it had been just her who fought for it with all his heart and conscience and that he never really cared to even contemplate what would that quarrel cause to their love.
Was it her curiosity, meticulousness or probably just an attempt to make him realize of his profound contemptuousness, nothing could be well discovered. She tried to access the brightest side of him for her but at last could only witness the love of her that mistook as granted. She emerged from the obscurity. She bestowed on him the naturalistic element of her love she carried throughtout since the beginning. Though bewildering considerations flowed within her mind contemplating over for every second of her day. Maybe she felt ambiguous or had failed to succeed due to lack of proper reasoning of the events, she however tilted over this uncertainty and stood barefaced to reject and end the long non-existent relation. She could deeply study the absolute nakedness of her love and hopes. She thereby actively encouraged herself to reconstruct her own paradise.
Consequently things got worse while competing with his thoughts and parallely struggling to walk away from the paradise she chose years before. The paradise that set her everyday dawn, that lightened and made her obstacles simplistic simply by getting added upon to her chapter of life. That had really been conflicting for her inner self. It wasn't even nearly possible to her to make that paradise just disappear or wipe off. Eventually she lived upon her future goals and explored an even better side of her ownself which otherwise could've left untouched if he continued to be a part of her life. She reasonably concluded her sepration from him as being the best decisions of her life , because only then could she turn her vision to an even brighter dawn that had set her house lit up leaving her soul enlightened forever. She could now demonstrate and sketch her "FOREVER". The only paradise she awaited for throughtout the times giving up on some dispatched feelings.
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